Sunday, May 8, 2011

S.K.

My mind is preoccupied with you
I wonder where you might be
Off to fight in this endless war
Thousands of miles away
Scenarios race through my brain
Of death and pain
Do you ever feel unsure
Of what we’re really fighting for?

I saw you on Sunday
You’re back home 
I wonder for how long this time
You look…blank
A face devoid of anything
What happened to you?

It’s a new year
January 1st
My resolution is about to break
You’re gone again
I have a feeling this time
You won’t be coming back

It’s another Sunday
When I hear the news
Your family is absent
Empty spots in the church pew
Roadside bomb
Six dead
And I know one of them
Was you

Gunfire, salutes and a flag
A brown coffin and black mourners
Color my Thursday
I feel intrusive
Stuck in one place
Unable to move
A slab of grey
Is all that’s left of you

Thursday, May 5, 2011

New Year

Goodbye, 2010
You were not kind
I can't say that I regret
Leaving you behind

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Pages


I live my life
Between white pages
Quiet and careful
Nothing ever changes
Frightened of what's real
This magic world
Helps me hide
Guarded carefully
From the outside
Your reality is dull
Compared to mine

Friday, April 22, 2011

Underwater

It's calm down here
Quiet and deep
I jumped in quickly
No one heard me leave
The water rippled slightly
But no one turned to see

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Comfortable



I was comfortable with being miserable
I didn't want anything more

I was comfortable with being tired
I didn't remember feeling awake

I was comfortable with being alone
I didn't know that love could exist

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Astrid Farnsworth




I’m a tough cookie                                                                        
You can’t knock me down
Translating words
Looking after a mad scientist
Taking care of a cow
Hunting alternate people down
I’m a tough cookie
You don’t scare me

Monday, April 4, 2011

In Between

Sand filled eyes
My misery lies
To old to be young
To young to be old
I'm stuck Somewhere
In between